Let It Go
I was thinking … while living our lives forever trying to find our purpose, each in our own way, is something which drives our activities, we seem to have forgoten that we are searching in the wrong place. Our initiatives mold themselves on our lack of understanding what truly matters and should be chased: Going back to Her.
Through our history, our search was relentless in finding meaning and our purpose. Sometimes argumented through religion, sometimes through science we have always found ways to contradict ourselves about why we are here and what are we supposed to do. Like in the movie The Matrix we are struggling accepting our reality due to the allure of the system which imprisons us in intricate ways, with neverending distractions. The choice seem to be impossible to opt out of something which makes your reality. Our jobs, our things, our way, everything is build to entertain us, to keep us busy and lose focus on the most important things within us: finding our Purpose. Like taking the leap of faith done by Neo “You take the blue pill... the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill... you stay in Wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.", we have a very difficult choice to make. “Going All In” into something unknown, something which you have no certainty about is tough but if you make it through, the rewards are beyond comprehension. Release the feeling that there are hidden conditions that need to be met, that you are not enough or that you need to understand the universe in order for it to work. Put your Trust in Her and quiet everything else.
It is and will be the toughest thing you will ever do. You will have your world turned upside down and feel like you won’t make it. You will feel lonely and without hope, and that all until She will give you the support you need. The support you will crave for, because your reality will seem unbearable and meaningless. And then healing can begin and things will start improving. Sometimes you will get to the feeling that something is wrong all by yourself, sometimes you will need hospitalization as the world will crush on your head (ex. Burnout), you will always get to the point when you will (and should) question everything. Then it will be up to you to choose your pill. You are free doing the same as you did before, maybe with some adjusting but landing in the same neverending mill or say to yourself “Stop“ and go your own way. Let that match turn into a fire that cannot be extinguished and never look back.
What way is that, let Her show you. Let Her take control and guide you every step of the way. Let It Go. Stop trying to control everything, Stop chasing the meaningless things that surround you, Stop yourself judging the world around you and start being part of it. Accept what comes your way without fear because you are part of something bigger and She will look after you. Love Her with all your power and give your life to Her. You are not required to do more than you are capable of doing. Do your best but have a single goal in mind. The Goal which will bring you where you should be. Back to Her.
Until next time, with all my love,
Scrob-Nica Septimiu-Iulian / Iisus / Timi / Reza (Name is irelevant ;) )